I need to clear my head. I feel very negative today, and I hate that feeling. Besides the obvious, it’s one of the worst. Today was a real shitty day, and I have no idea why. No one yelled at me, everyone was actually pretty positive. But if for some odd reason, like today, if I am in a crappy mood I see EVERYTHING in a negative way. Sometimes I blame it on being a girl. And we are moody. And we’re not sorry. I like to think I am a positive person. I like to “look at the glass half full”. Today well the glass was almost emptied. This week was actually going really well at work, very smoothly. But today it crashed and burned. “good feelings gone”. I am very much looking forward to my days off to breathe and reboot. enough of the negative effect on me today, I need some positive reinforcements.
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ok, I have actually been writing down a list of what to blog about. Gold Star for me, woot! It’s a slow process. But anywho, it’s a short list but hey it’s a start. So the first topic is “weird dreams”, and I have been having some pretty bizarre dreams. Some of them I wish were reality instead of being hidden away somewhere in my subconscious. The dreams seem pretty real until something completely strange happens and it’s usually creepy. Like clowns creepy. And I hate clowns. Here is one reason that I find clowns absolutely terrifying: It’s suppose to be a “joke” but here it is “A clown and a little boy were walking through the woods at night hand in hand, the boy looks up to the clown and says: ‘Man Mr. Clown these woods are scary…’ The clown then looks down at the boy and says: ‘You think you’re scared? I have to walk out of these woods alone.’” I hate clowns. I blame you, Stephen King and Ronald McDonald. Back to weird dreams…one dream I had about two weeks ago, I think, it seemed like it should have been a movie or something. I only remember bits and pieces of it. I should have written it down. It was like it was straight out of a fantasy novel I like. That either means I’m onto the next pop culture phenomenon or I read too much. But there is no such thing as too much reading…unless you’re addicted to your e-reader that you have to sit on your hands to keep from reading. I’m seriously worried. Is there such a thing as a e-readers anonymous?
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Isn’t it kind of funny how just five years ago having a MySpace page was the trendyest thing to be involved in, well as far as social networking? Now Facebook is the account to have. At first I didn’t care for Facebook , but now I love it more than MySpace. I am addicted to Facebooking. I am seriously on it every single day. It’s pretty sad, actually. But if it makes me sound less like a geek I don’t play games well with the exception of bejeweled. Like I don’t have a farm, cafe, or aquarium. I still do MySpace, but not as nearly as I used to. I don’t update it every single day, and I haven’t abandoned it completely. I remember peeps at my high school were obsessed with MySpace. “You don’t have a MySpace?” You think I punched a baby or something. *Please don’t ever punch a baby that’s worse than mean* I do Twitter. I mostly Twitter with my Monkeys Junkies though. Probably if 100 Monkeys never got an account I would have most likely deleted it. BUT I am very happy that I didn’t. I love the fact that 99.5% of my twittering revolves around the 100 Monkeys universe. My twitter goal is to have @gublernation, who isn’t a monkey, respond or retweet one of my tweets to him. That would totally be awesometastic. I hope that doesn’t make me seem stalkerish. Do they have restraining orders on twitter? Besides the block button.
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I just got distracted by the 90s. So many memories of that decade. I can’t believe that era ended eleven years ago. It only seems like it was yesterday I was playing with the neighbor kids with games such as “Freeze Tag”, “TV Tag”, “Power Rangers” (oh yeah I always demanded to be the Pink Ranger)
My idol, oh yeah I wanted to be her
I miss my childhood. Nothing horrible ever seem to happen there.
Under the Umbrella Tree
I totally forgot about this show. I even forget what channel it was on. I don’t even remember the name, but it was an awesome show.
My two favorite shows from when I was little (i.e. 5) were The Lil’ Bits
The Lil' Bits
and Eureeka’s Castle
What the Castle says
Best shows ever, well according to my five-year old shelf. I trust her judgement entirely. These two shows were ALWAYS on when I got home from school. Thank goodness for am Kindergarten. I miss the days of my Little Mermaid Lunch pale, oh yeah it was plastic. The best. I cannot find a picture of that lunch box, but I found a picture of the thermos. Do lunch boxes even come with thermoses anymore?
Happyness came out of this thermos
The best bologna sandwich in the world came out of that freaking lunch box. I miss the days where it was cool to take your lunch to school.
Remember these:
Miss Susie had a steamboat
the steamboat had a bell
Miss Susie went to Heaven
the steamboat went to
hello operator
please give me number nine
and if you disconnect me,
I’ll kick you from
Behind the refrigerator
there was a piece of glass
Miss Susie sat upon it and broke her little
ask me no more questions
tell me no more lies
the boys are in the girls’ room
pulling down their flies
Miss Susie and her boyfriend
are kissing in the
D-A-R-K
D-A-R-K
D-A-R-K
[fast] DARK, DARK, DARK
dark is like a movie
a movie’s like a show
a show is like a TV screen
and that is all I know
I know I know my mother
I know I know my pa
I know I know my sister
with the alligator bra!
The Bubble Gum Game:
Bubble gum, Bubble gum, in a dish. How many pieces do you wish?
The Bubble Gum Game brings back memories of being on the playground. Days where you couldn’t wait for recess. But the best days were the rainy days where you got to spend recess indoors playing games such as “Heads Up Seven Up”, “Four Corners”, or “Hot Potato”. I miss the days of elementary school. The best times inside the classroom was when you got to clean out your desk or got to change seats. Wow the little things that made our days right? Well at least my day, I don’t know if people actually got excited as i did when I got to change seats or clean out my desk. Free time in school, best time one word, coloring.
Best Invention Ever!!
Best crayon: Mac n’ cheese
O-M-G who remembers these:
Do they still make these? I should know that, right? I should look on the juice aisle. But I don’t think they do.
Told you I got distracted by the 90s. I couldn’t help it, I wanted to take a stroll down memory lane. I liked the simple childhood.
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Just saw a commercial for the Disney classic “Alice in Wonderland”, the cartoon. It’s the un-anniversary edition, I find that hysterical. Normally they release the 35th, 40th, or 20th anniversary edition. I would like to go shopping inside the Disney vault. 
Do they actually let the public inside there? Or is it like a top-secret place with like the Disney secret service guarding it? hmm…I wonder where it’s located.
Song of the Day:
To say with the “theme” of the 90s and my childhood, I am picking a song from a group I was well I guess you could use the word “obsessed” to decribe. But April 16, 1999 was the best night ever when I got to see these guys in-concert. Don’t judge me, I was eleven.
‘N SYNC “Tearin’ Up My Heart”
